Free Association II .

Ballin on a budget, website purchases. Green trees
Green trees
Green leaves. Blood On the leaves. "Kanye West goin to hell for that album"
"Ohh I feel bad because I like a couple songs off of it."
Memories of you and me. Me. See. We be..together. We. We. We feel like patterns.
On the trees.
I love my new hair. I love my new hair. I love my new hair. It's so brown. Or copper-ish. Brilliant copper is what it's called. I look like a girl, still. I have to make sure I don't look like a guy. Makeup everyday. Foundation everyday. Probably.
I just found coupon mountain and I gotta thank God.
Like ice cream mountain on Rugrats. Was that Rugrats? Typing too fast makes me look obvious. I have to type slowly instead of vigorously and fast like I usually do.
Don't expect me to be capable.

The Samsung Galaxy S4 doesn't live up to the hype??

The not-so-high sales of the new S4 have caused Samsung to cut down on its component orders between 10% and 15%, according to ETNews. This is the first time this has happened since the company began rolling out android smartphones. It is also said that Samsung plans on stopping the production of the Galaxy S3, probably so that the S4 sales can match up with shipments.

I'm not really surprised. I didn't even keep up with the S4 excitement, but I knew I didn't want one because I figured it wouldn't be much different from the S3. They both have the same size and the same look. The only real difference are a few new features:

Smart Scroll - When you look at the bottom of a screen, the page will automatically scroll down for you so you can naturally keep reading or viewing content

Smart Stay - Videos pause when you look away from the screen

Air Gesture - Just like the Galaxy Note had a stylus that let you manipulate apps and icons on your screen, this feature allows users to move their fingers above the screen without touching it to control things on their phone

S-Translator - Cool for people who travel to other countries or just want to learn conversational forms of other languages. Choose a language and speak a word, sentence, or phrase. The translator will repeat it back to you in the language that you chose, in a female voice. You can also use this to translate text in a photo. For example, if you were at a REAL french restaurant and couldn't read the menu, just snap a photo and the translator will show you what everything means

Group Play - Sharing screens and media with another person. You can watch or listen to the same content with a friend. Both of you will see and hear the same thing on your phones. Of course both users have to have a samsung smartphone with the s-Beam feature.

S-Voice Drive - hands free GPS system. Just talk to it.

And a couple more that people probably won't use unless they have a certain lifestyle.

Those are actually some badass features though... But I guess, not enough for S3 users to switch over. Like I said, besides those features, both phones are pretty much the same. The Note is still pretty cool by itself too. We'll always have iPhone competition running in the background too, but if it were me who had a change to upgrade, I'll always choose the newest android.

Maybe the S4 sales will go up after the price goes down, but imo you can't go wrong with any of the newest Samsungs.

Once Android comes up with their own version of Siri, you won't be able to tell us NOTHIN.

The best quote in the world.

"When I get honest, I admit I am a bundle of paradoxes. I believe and I doubt, I hope and get discouraged, I love and I hate, I feel bad about feeling good, I feel guilty about not feeling guilty. I am trusting and suspicious. I am honest and I still play games. Aristotle said I am a rational animal; I say I am an angel with an incredible capacity for beer.
To live by grace means to acknowledge my whole life story, the light side and the dark. In admitting my shadow side I learn who I am and what God's grace means. As Thomas Merton put it, "A saint is not someone who is good but who experiences the goodness of God."
The gospel of grace nullifies our adulation of televangelists, charismatic superstars, and local church heroes. It obliterates the two-class citizenship theory operative in many American churches. For grace proclaims the awesome truth that all is gift. All that is good is ours not by right but by the sheer bounty of a gracious God. While there is much we may have earned--our degree and our salary, our home and garden, a Miller Lite and a good night's sleep--all this is possible only because we have been given so much: life itself, eyes to see and hands to touch, a mind to shape ideas, and a heart to beat with love. We have been given God in our souls and Christ in our flesh. We have the power to believe where others deny, to hope where others despair, to love where others hurt. This and so much more is sheer gift; it is not reward for our faithfulness, our generous disposition, or our heroic life of prayer. Even our fidelity is a gift, "If we but turn to God," said St. Augustine, "that itself is a gift of God."
My deepest awareness of myself is that I am deeply loved by Jesus Christ and I have done nothing to earn it or deserve it."

- Brennan Manning, The Ragamuffin Gospel

Free Association .

For every guy, there is a girl who he doesn't deserve. Dating is a joke and love is out of order. Jaspers and jeepers. Scary movies aren't scary anymore. Feet. Are cute. Mine are cute. Not all of them are cute. 

June is the month of hot. Summers. Pools. Bikinis. Bathing suits. Water. Wet. Horny. Indivuduals in community pools... I've always been weary of community pools, even though I've never been to one. No wait, yes I have. It was a summer camp field trip when I was about 5 or 6. I knew I couldn't swim so I sat on the edge and kicked my feet in the water. In a chill way. Somehow I slipped and slid into the water. Don't remember if it was the deep end. No one came to help. I squiggled back to the surface. Guess I didn't go that deep.
Deeper. Like the Silk song. Where is Silk?

Watermelons and popsicles. It's only right. I miss cookouts under MY carport. And at other people's houses. With barbecue. Puppies Running around. Babies. Toddlers wearing only a pamper. When I was little I thought babies just had big butts under there. I was a weird kid. I'm stil weird and it shows. 

Free association. Fuck free world. 313. I used to know the rap in 8 mile. That part where he was trying to start the car?

I used to say I didn't want to be in movies. I don't care. I just don't want to be scared. To go. For it. To go for it. To go out for auditions. To be not concerned with the outcome and just do it. Like Nike.
Dunks. I used to wanna collect tennis shoes. We couldn't afford it.
I only had a few pair.
Like, the bigg ass phat farms with the fat velcro strap. When people were wearing them. And the black suede FILAs with the lavendar stripes. Big ass shoes. My little ass legs. Skinny ass legs. I looked like an idiot in all of the tennis shoes I bought in middle school Probably. 

Alone in a tree. with worms. Greens ones on the tv. That come out of apples. If a worm came out of my apple I'd throw up. Female comedy writers. For tv shows.
I could probably never be one. I think about stand up alot.

Stand up comedy.

I got no material because my life is too normal. There's no drama baby mamas baby horses baby kids. I ain't got no kids. I don't have any kids. I want two,though. Naturally.

I want a puppy. Mom says nah. Can't wait to get out of the house so she can get out of the house. Mustard

because the kids next door seem like crooks. they shoot at each other and rob people

think they robbed us while i was at school

neighbors. honeysuckle plants. running around smoking cigs before she turned 13. i didnt try it. franchesa did and she coughed. my dad was all i thought about. he's small. im small. skinny.

boobs. mosquito bites. haha. ketchup on french fries is wise. wide. open spaces. in space.

when i listen to "phone home" I drive fast and feel like im in space. outer space.

twitter guys. with cool tweets. but i'll never let them know how much i enjoy reading their thoughts.

New beginnings

Since I lost about 1,000 songs in the process of taking my old music off of my old Compaq and putting it onto my new laptop, that's how I feel about my iPod. I lost all my playlists as well, so I'll have to reconfigure my sync settings in iTunes, as well as the music that goes on it.
Sorting through 4,000 songs so I can organize and create new playlists.
Geez, I'm not ready...

Intro

I created this blogger profile at least a year ago, and never created an actual blog. I mainly blog on tumblr, and I'm sure if I tried to run this one and that one at the same time, this would be the one I give up on, for lack off followers. But here's a few things about me

• I'm 22 years old.
• I'm single, by choice.
• I recently graduated from Austin Peay State with a B.S. in Computer Science and it mentally kills me that I'm not using it yet.
• I dabble in theatre a lot. Sometimes I'm not sure if its a passion of mine or something I don't mind doing for the rest of my life. Which.. is.. the same thing, sort of.
• I have small boobs and an even smaller butt.
• My lips are my favorite physical feature.
• I am a virgin til marriage.
• Yes, that really is the plan.
• I am a follower and lover of Christ.
• I want to be a writer, but I have trouble motivating myself to do so.
• Likes: Yoplait light, vitamin water, hip hop music, neo soul music, plus sized models, African dance, buying shoes, anklets, going to the nail shop, blogging, Columbus Short, Joey Badass, Kendrick Lamar, Big K.R.I.T., Dwele, Musiq Soulchild, long phone conversations, twitter, bowlegged guys, ice cream, sociology, Italian food, lip gloss, theatre, love, yummy smelling body butter, women's studies, African American studies, Jason Bateman, smooth jazz, traveling, almond milk, pineapples, puppies, babies, reading, fine arts, and feminism.