Free Association .

For every guy, there is a girl who he doesn't deserve. Dating is a joke and love is out of order. Jaspers and jeepers. Scary movies aren't scary anymore. Feet. Are cute. Mine are cute. Not all of them are cute. 

June is the month of hot. Summers. Pools. Bikinis. Bathing suits. Water. Wet. Horny. Indivuduals in community pools... I've always been weary of community pools, even though I've never been to one. No wait, yes I have. It was a summer camp field trip when I was about 5 or 6. I knew I couldn't swim so I sat on the edge and kicked my feet in the water. In a chill way. Somehow I slipped and slid into the water. Don't remember if it was the deep end. No one came to help. I squiggled back to the surface. Guess I didn't go that deep.
Deeper. Like the Silk song. Where is Silk?

Watermelons and popsicles. It's only right. I miss cookouts under MY carport. And at other people's houses. With barbecue. Puppies Running around. Babies. Toddlers wearing only a pamper. When I was little I thought babies just had big butts under there. I was a weird kid. I'm stil weird and it shows. 

Free association. Fuck free world. 313. I used to know the rap in 8 mile. That part where he was trying to start the car?

I used to say I didn't want to be in movies. I don't care. I just don't want to be scared. To go. For it. To go for it. To go out for auditions. To be not concerned with the outcome and just do it. Like Nike.
Dunks. I used to wanna collect tennis shoes. We couldn't afford it.
I only had a few pair.
Like, the bigg ass phat farms with the fat velcro strap. When people were wearing them. And the black suede FILAs with the lavendar stripes. Big ass shoes. My little ass legs. Skinny ass legs. I looked like an idiot in all of the tennis shoes I bought in middle school Probably. 

Alone in a tree. with worms. Greens ones on the tv. That come out of apples. If a worm came out of my apple I'd throw up. Female comedy writers. For tv shows.
I could probably never be one. I think about stand up alot.

Stand up comedy.

I got no material because my life is too normal. There's no drama baby mamas baby horses baby kids. I ain't got no kids. I don't have any kids. I want two,though. Naturally.

I want a puppy. Mom says nah. Can't wait to get out of the house so she can get out of the house. Mustard

because the kids next door seem like crooks. they shoot at each other and rob people

think they robbed us while i was at school

neighbors. honeysuckle plants. running around smoking cigs before she turned 13. i didnt try it. franchesa did and she coughed. my dad was all i thought about. he's small. im small. skinny.

boobs. mosquito bites. haha. ketchup on french fries is wise. wide. open spaces. in space.

when i listen to "phone home" I drive fast and feel like im in space. outer space.

twitter guys. with cool tweets. but i'll never let them know how much i enjoy reading their thoughts.